I don't mean freaks of nature who are supposed to be the latest great thing at 21. For normal artists, how long is it supposed to take? I feel like I've been struggling for a long time, well in my 20's I showed my paintings in cafes while getting sidetracked by other things because I thought I should have a more normal career, then in the last eight years I moved to a community where there are more opportunities for artists and really focused on my painting more. I've become somewhat of a fixture in local arts festivals and show regularly in certain places, like a gift store- yeah big deal. I've only had a few solo exhibitions and zero exhibitions in publicly funded galleries, in fact I'm ready to give up on them. At 38 I always thought I would have a more established career and maybe be making a living at it by now. I do have profits but it's just peanuts really. I'm wondering if it's realistic to think things could get a lot better.